South American Research Journal, 4(1), 5-11.
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demons of the reality against which they struggle, writing can
bless life itself, or better: its prolonged silences.
again and in her attempt to stop him she is brutally attacked.
The end of the story raises a whole poetics: the woman who
through her screams found a new form of herself, freer and
more definitive, has a gag in her mouth. She is riding an old
donkey, going towards death.
Violence from the physically monstrous
This section addresses the first of the axes through
which Ampuero constructs the concept of violence: beauty.
By not conforming to Western aesthetic canons, beauty
becomes literal, concrete ugliness, often embodied in
teratological beings such as junkies, dwarfs, anorexic, or
overweight women. These individuals end up marginalized
by the system and are in a constant exchange of roles to
decide who will be the executioner and who will be the
victim.
This narrative brings together the myth of Lot and the
destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah, where God would not
allow men and women, and especially same-sex couples, to
enjoy themselves without restraint. This myth suggests that
perhaps they might have discovered that God can be a wet
orgasm, a furious attack that satisfies an animal will. The flier
tells Edith's wife not to look back, not to see God, "the only
living thing among so much death," but she, brave like Sarah,
does not heed this warning. She looks back, sees, and is killed.
However, her blood flows down the hill, "returning,
returning," to the place where she loved and where life took
on meaning.
"Edith" is a story about a woman who rediscovers
herself through becoming the lover of an older man. The
moral problem of the story lies in the fact that, while the
woman has sex with her lover, her husband rapes her
daughters. One night she tells her lover, who dresses her with
maternal affection and leaves. She never sees him again. One
night, the woman sees her husband attempting to rape the
girls, and he attacks her, angrily throwing her to the ground.
When the woman regains consciousness, she finds herself on
a donkey, with a gag in her mouth, heading back to the village
where she lives. Her husband tells her not to turn around, but
she doesn't listen and ends up murdered. Her blood, however,
seeks to return to her lover. At the end, the narrator states:
‘Violence’ from the monstrous interiority
In this second section, Ampuero addresses the literary
treatment of violence, shifting the focus from physical
ugliness according to conventional aesthetic canons to the
values that emphasize the denunciation of violence and
oppression. She also explores identity and authenticity within
a Latin American social context, highlighting empathy and
solidarity as key elements for social transformation. Through
these values, an individual is constructed—one whose
integrity, dignity, and authenticity are defined not by external
standards but by the acceptance and appreciation of oneself
and others.
Ampuero delves into the latent drives within the human
psyche, such as violence, sadism, and submission, through
narratives that unravel the complexities of human behavior in
extreme contexts. She uses an introspective and descriptive
approach to examine these drives from a sociopsychological
perspective, offering a raw and uncompromising view of the
human condition. Her characters, always on the brink of
explosion, embody these drives.
The story of Lorena and John exemplifies this
exploration. Lorena, a Latina hairdresser in the United States,
falls in love with a gringo, thanks to the complicity of her best
friend at a discotheque. However, this man, John, gradually
reveals his true nature as a brutal rapist and woman beater.
Lorena is repeatedly attacked by John, who, in a drunken
state, rapes her until she bleeds "from all her orifices." One
night, fed up with the situation, she takes a knife from the
kitchen. Although the narration is suspended, the reader
understands that this mirrors the real-life case of Lorena
Bobbitt, who cut off her husband's penis.
“
the blood from all over her body was going down the hill,
returning, returning.”
Both this story and "Lorena" explore sex as a reunion
with the maternal womb, pre-consciousness, the pure
pleasure of not knowing oneself to be mortal and imbecile.
Sex is described as a house of one's own where geraniums
bloom (Ampuero, 2021, p. 78). In other words, sex is a
maternal conscience that is not solely the property of women
nor a concept emptied by some imbecile man, but a purified
form of love: attention to the other and, therefore, to oneself.
In this way, "sex" in "Sacrificios Humanos" becomes a
battle against the outside world and the one behind closed
doors. This implies that sex, like literature, needs to
perpetuate the image of the loved one to create another reality
in which we can be fully happy, even if only momentarily
imagined. Ampuero writes: "El sexo como todas las palabras
que alguna vez quisimos decir y nos faltó el lenguaje"
(
Ampuero, 2021, p. 78).
Sex is thus configured as a way of reclaiming the body.
The answer to existence is pleasure, and by finding it, the
human being becomes more tied to his own life and that of
the loved one. This happens because, only through sex in
"Sacrificios Humanos," do the characters stop being the roles
imposed on them by society, managing to be, for a moment,
a cry of ecstasy, a prolonged, ephemeral, but infinite orgasm.
In orgasm he said her name: Edith. He was the only one
who named and renamed her with his tongue, with his sex,
with his moan. Edith, Edith, Edith. She was no longer “the
woman of” or “the mother of” or “the daughter of.” It was
that name that her lover said during ecstasy and that
penetrated her everywhere. She was that woman who was
called Edith and therefore existed (Ampuero, 2021, p. 78).
Towards the middle of the story it is discovered that
Edith's wife's husband rapes the girls. Meanwhile, the
woman's lover understands her and does not judge her, but
Ampuero dedicates the story to Bobbitt, rewriting it in
fictional form. The reflection that Lorena's story brings is
that, while sex can be an escape valve or a driving force to
fight against an unjust reality marked by daily blows,
humiliation, and aggression, it can also be idealized to the
point of being seen as the only form of human self-realization,
leading to absolute abandonment. The same applies to other
activities; without proper channels to express personalities
and characters, society risks normalizing violence.
John me calienta como nadie en el mundo. Un hambre
que se alimenta de hambre. Nuestra vida sexual es
nuestra vida entera, nos sobra todo
y
todos,
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